WASHINGTON (May 2, 2016) -- With his faith as a key motivator, one former 82nd Airborne infantryman is bent on earning gold for Team Army at the upcoming Invictus Games.
Timothy Payne, a medically retired Army staff sergeant, will compete in the 2016 Invictus Games, May 8 to 12, at the ESPN Wide World of Sports Complex at Walt Disney World in Orlando, Florida. More than 500 disabled athletes from 15 nations will take the field during the games, to compete in 10 sporting events.
Payne, who served for 11 years, will compete with the United States Armed Services team in swimming, as well as track and field in the discus. He said his life changed during a mission in Kandahar, Afghanistan, after he made a deal with God.
INJURY
"I made a deal with God to spare me instead of killing me for killing the bad guys," he said. "I said, 'Why don't you just take my legs instead of taking my life?' And the next day, I got blown up, died and came back. Now I'm just trying to stay motivated and be an inspiration to other Soldiers."
Payne stepped on a 25 to 35 pound improvised explosive device that was either pressure plated or command detonated and lost both of his legs, above the knees. He lost some fingers and a portion of his left arm and had to learn to become right handed. He had several surgeries and received more than 100 units of blood.
As he was recovering from his injury, he also dealt with a death in the family, his brother-in-law. He said it was during this dark time that he found his faith.
"I was suffering from depression. I was suicidal. I had all these different issues and kept it all to myself," Payne said. "I decided to read the Bible and asked Jesus to take all my anger and everything away, and he did. And now I'm just staying positive, motivated and clear-minded. You have to cleanse the body, cleanse the mind and strengthen the spirit. I just try to push on, stay motivated and share my story with other people."
He said his faith also helped him become more resilient. When he joined the Army after Sept. 11, 2001, he wanted to go Special Forces and become an Army Ranger.
"After 9/11, I wanted to work with the best to get to the head of the snake to kill terrorism at the heart. I wanted to get the bad dudes," said Payne, who had done two tours to Iraq before the tour to Afghanistan.
"Before I got hurt, I was so focused on training for Special Operations that I tried out twice but got injured and was selected for a different job," he said. "I just wanted to work with the best to get the bad guys but after I got blown up, I just changed. God took my trigger finger away too. He wants my help to save lives and live in peace. I would never have found Jesus unless I had lost my legs, because I was so focused on the mission at hand, destroying the enemy and protecting our country. That all changed, and it's a blessing. I just do what I can now for others, and I just keep on going."
Payne now travels and speaks to other veterans to share his story and has written a book about his experience, "The Squad Leader's Bargain."
SPORTS
Payne also turned to sports to stay active. He participated in the Chicago Marathon, New York City Marathon, L.A. Marathon and the Boston Marathon with the help of the Achilles Freedom Team. He also scuba dives through the Soldiers Undergoing Disabled Scuba Diving, or S.U.D.S., program.
"I try to swim a mile or two every day," he said. "When I got hurt, the doctors preached mind, body and spirit. If I keep my body strong and active and just keep going, then it's going to help strengthen my mind. It also keeps my mind occupied too so I don't dwell on bad things. With all these different sporting events, you're focused on training; you're building your muscles up, and you're just staying motivated and positive. It's the best thing for me. I don't want to just sit around and waste time. I just always want to be out and doing something and interacting with others, sharing my story."
Payne said he's excited to compete in his first Invictus Games.
"I'm motivated, and I'm just going to do the best I can and be a good team player," he said. "I'm motivated to portray the best example I can for my country. Events like Invictus are important because we're all in this together."
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